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[Tittles]

I totally understand you guys. Since that night I keep thinking about the court date and I told myself and all my friends that I really gotta stop. I can't afford this on my record. I am trying to get an internship and trying to get out of my current job so I don't become a foundry rat the rest of my life (no offense to anyone).

I tend to stay out of bad situations but they seem to find me. So to stop that I told myself no more till I am atleast 21 so I can drink legally and not have to worry about getting caught.

Its the MIP's that are killing me. I know I am gonna have to suffer and take it all in and just do what they have me do.

I feel like I let my mom down and I know I would let my dad down if I told him but I can't at this point in time because of him having cancer and being so sick I honestly dont want to tell him right now.

Its not like my parents didn't know I drank and smoked well smoked once in awhile anyway but they just told me I need to watch myself and that they will be there for me but they won't help me pay for anything.

So I guess I will leave it at that and just start working on getting my **** together and hoping for the best.

Thanks for everybody's input!

 

[Grandmaster]

Tittles,

You're on an awesome start already since you've admitted you've made some mistakes. I'm sure you'll end up with what you want. Good luck dude

 

[Tittles]

Thanks

I talked to my probation officer on the phone today and I guess I will have a warrant for my arrest for the probation violation. He said that will most likely come out after I go to court on the 1st but I gotta check and see right after I go to court.

I can't afford another lawyer so I am gonna have to get a court appointed one and hope for the best.

I am starting to hang out with a buddy again that I usually just talk to and hang out with once in awhile that I meet thru Vocational. We already got plans to do a bunch of crap to my Jeep and his Bronco and crap for two trackin. It made me realize that I can do other stuff besides drink to have fun and to get things off my mind.

I mean my close and best friends are great dont get me wrong like I wont stop hanging with them but they dont have jobs and they spend there money on weed cause they have nothing else to do very much. I just hope they get it thru there head sooner or later that they can't do that forever.

So for now I am gonna just lay back and do whatever I have to do and spend more time with my mom and go spend time with my dad and visit him as much as possible cause for all i know he wont make it thru what he is going thru

I will update you all on what happens through out this whole thing if you guys dont mind

 

[Brad]

this thread gives me a headache.