Dark Atheist

w00t

My pocket, damn i can remember now why i went for the five finger discount before Still i suppose i have piece of mind knowing i don't have to worry about updates or patches, or having to find cracks or serials that arent black listed.

If linux wasnt free i would have a pc sat in the corner gathering dust, instead its running Gentoo Linux with xfce4 (who needs the bloat of gnome/kde )

If only freebsd and the like supported my tv card i would be a bsd user, or maybe after what i have been hearing an opensolaris user

That is all

now if it passes the memtest+ i shall be happy

OK so I'm not going to go into the greatest of details, so here it is in a nutshell

As some of you may have noticed there are times when i have posted some rather strange posts (yes i know out of near 4400 post some where bound to be strange )

Well all I'm going to say at this time is that 15+ years of issues and other problems decided to all come out at once, but i have decided that enough is enough and no one can bottle everything up and be normal, if there is such a thing.

So i have started to seek help that i really should have got ages ago, medication has been upped so its not too bad at the moment, just waiting on psychiatrist appointment which doctor is referring me too.

So hopefully i should be better soon

I will apologize for those rather stupid posts i have done (no not all 4400 odd of them ) i know i should have not been anywhere near a pc in that state, but then again you don't think straight in that...

I somehow managed to pull a muscle while just walking up the stairs last night, have had the doctor out (due to pain) and he has informed me that its probably muscular as he cant feel any bones or discs where they shouldn't be, so i suppose i should be grateful for that, just waiting for Dad to get me some pain killers i was prescribed and hopefully have a pain free night, unlike last night